Well, Im sitting at home today because I was suspended for 3 1/2 days for giving my teacher a hug. I found out Tuesday during the middle of the day and I cant go back to school until Monday. It was nothing sexual or anything like that. I was really hyper and stuff, then my friend dared me to hug her. It was so fucking gay. She is one of those teachers that was raised in a church or something. She is so god damn prude and has probably never seen a dick in her life, even though she is in her 30's. She isnt even hot enough to mean something sexual. I dont understand what kind of shit society is coming to these days. This is so STUPID!
I think I have a problem. When people hurt me or make me feel bad I make an attempt to do it back to them. It may be accidental or unintentional, but I still try to hurt them back. I escpecially do this to the people close to me. They probably dont even mean to make me feel like shit, but it happens anyway and I get defensive and try to make the feel the same way I did. Man. This especially happens with my girlfriend. I know in the back of my mind she doesnt mean to forget to call me, snap at me, or be busy, but it still hurts. You know... Its stupid on my part. I over-react or do something stupid to make her upset. I have to figure out that the world isnt going to end or it doesnt mean she doesnt love me because she does little things. This trivial shit has to stop.
Plans for today: My friends are coming to pick me up and take me to food around 2:30 when they get out of school. I hope we go to chick-fil-a and get me some food. Plus, it will be really nice to see a friendly face that I havent gotten to see in a while. The only reason I actually show up at school is to see my girlfriend and my friends. Around 6ish I should be going out with my girlfriend, Lindsay. I dont know what we should do yet, but I will think of something creative and awesome since I havent seen her in a while. Hopefully, I dont say anything stupid or mean until then. I really hope I dont fuck things up with her. Alright, this has gone from "Plans for today:" to Micah venting out more stuff. I just dont want to lose her. Back to the plans. Im thinking about taking her out to dinner and a movie and then coming back to my place. I want to set up a rose and give her this poem I wrote for her. I think she would really enjoy that.
Im off to do random shit and keep myself entertained. Hopefully all goes well today. Maybe I wont fuck things up and it will be an awesome night. Yeah, I hope that happens. Seems I always find a way to and I dont know why she is still with me. Anyway, wish me luck people.
I realized most of this was really depressing. I promise Im usually a cheery person, I just had a lot to say. Yeah, Im off to entertain me.
Later Days. Peace easy.
-Micah
Posted at 12:58 pm by CreativeName
Everyone say thank you to young Camryn Park. She told me about this and helped me to set this thing up. Thanks Cam. Much love.
Later days. Peace easy.
-Micah
Posted at 09:14 pm by CreativeName
Yeah man. Im really bored right now and im testing this to see if it works. Im about to go to practice.
Later days. Peace easy.
-Micah
Posted at 06:23 pm by CreativeName
